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About Me Premium Member Pornographic Connoisseur devianttherapyFemale/New Zealand Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Month
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The Reality Of It

What it's like for me.

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I have decided that I need a creative outlet. I'm creatively minded; I write poetry, I paint, draw and do crafty things when time permits. I also suffer from depression and I am what some would refer to as a sex addict, others call it sexually compulsive behaviour.

I am going to try and use this page as a form of therapy; hence the username. I'd also like to talk to people going through similar experiences, or just anyone with something to say on the matter.

Devianttherapy x

Rising above

Sun Nov 29, 2009, 6:16 PM
  • Mood: Flirty
  • Watching: Ellen
I've had a pretty uneventful weekend just hanging out at my bestie's place. I think it was just what I needed though; time to think and reflect, but not by myself :)

I'm feeling heaps better then I was regarding the break up. Suprisingly so. Also feeling better about life in general.

I got up early this morning and meditated for the first time. It was somewhat refreshing to just sit there and be in the present. I'm also starting a gratitude journal (tonight hopefully) and believe that will help me rise above all the shit I've gone through and what I've put myself through and appreciate what I have to be grateful for more.

In regards to the sexually compulsive behaviour; I haven't gone out and had sex with anyone like I probably normally would've (the famous rebound root), but I did sign up to a dating site that I have been part of in the past, and have been talking to men, mostly older men, probably to make myself feel a bit better and feel less of a loser (which realistically I know I'm not, but I'm re-programming my negative thinking habits too). What has come out of that is some good conversations with some lovely men, so that to me is a plus. I'm proud that I didn't go out and just fuck around a bit to forget. Maybe this is progress?

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  • Current Residence: New Zealand
  • Interests: Being creative
  • Personal Quote: It's never too late to be who you want to be
  • Tools of the Trade: Insanity

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:iconemomitev2:
Thanks for the favorites!
Why are you so unhappy (And sex addicted)? I read your ID. I'm going through similar things, although this doesn't concern sex... I also write poetry sometimes (I don't submit it and it is in Bulgarian). I had only one person to read it. But now she has became a bit cold and is somehow faraway from me... That's why I'm sad quite often.
So, if you want to share your thoughts, feel free to do it.
:icondevianttherapy:
There are a number of factors that contribute to anyone being unhappy, I am included. There are number of things that I get unhappy about, as I'm sure you do too. The sex thing is just how I cope.

Thanks for your comment.

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:iconemomitev2:
I got the idea. You know how I cope?
-Chocolate. I bought a hole kilo Lindt. I gave over $20 for it. It certainly gives me some kind of satisfaction. But only for a moment...
:icondevianttherapy:
Mmmmmm, Lindt chocolate! Yum!

That's sorta like my thing with sex :p

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It's never too late to be who you want to be.
:iconglassdollhouse:
Thanks for the fav.

You got a membership, awesome :D

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:icondevianttherapy:
You're welcome :)

I got it a while ago as I won a poetry contest :)

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:iconglassdollhouse:
Oh oh, Congrats on the win & the prize :D

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:icondevianttherapy:
Athankyou :)

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